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Created on 2006-06-29 05:29:17 (#10556441), last updated 2009-12-24

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Name:	Inked Cowgirl

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Most people spend their lives trying to get close to people. I’m the complete opposite; I spend my life running away from people. I’m not too sure who I am or where I am going in life. Sometimes I’m completely happy with my life and other times I’m miserable. I don’t like being personal and trust is not something I allow much. I hate confrontation yet; bring it upon myself more often than not. I’m spontaneous. When I’m put in a situation I don’t feel comfy in or one that isn’t going my way I run away. I’m not talking leaving for a couple hours to regain my cool. I pack two military issue duffel bags & hop on a plane to my next destination. Sometimes I run home to mom & others it’s to the next sucker that’s fallen for my extreme personality. I want what I can’t have and get bored with what comes easy. I don’t like wasting energy on making a relationship work. I love sex, But not with the same person. I love my job but not the responsibility. I’m good at putting on shows. I’m a bitch. I can be the kindest hearted loving person that’s walked into your life but I can become cold hearted selfish bitch at the flip of a coin. I’m unreliable. There is nothing in this world that means more to me then my immediate family.

I currently reside in Maryland somewhere. I work in management for a thrift store. I have three people in this world that get the “real” me, who aren’t played with. That would be my mother, my baby sister, & my oldest brother. Almost everyone else is one head game after another, whatever it takes to keep me entertained. ~~I'd like to say I'm in a relationship... I guess "technically" I am but it's very complicated.~~

EDIT: Since I made my bio I have found someone who has helped me be a responsible, caring, calm (OK, trying to be calm) person. I for the first time in my life am confronting my problems instead of running.... It's hard, probably in the top 10 of the hardest things I've dealt with in my life. But I'm happy & he's my world. There is no games or people on the side. It's me & him in our small little apartment in the south side of Baltimore. =) Considering my past history with relationships & people I don't know how I ended up being so lucky.

This is the life of a simple girl lost in a complicated world.

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